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On Friday night, BB: “mommy, Pee pee…..” Mommy: Brought him to the toilet. After his pee, I wanted to grab a tissue to wipe him. Saw hand towel instead of toilet roll. I uttered to myself “So big”. BB: “Bb Cu Cu bird so BIG” Mommy: “Mommy meant tissue la, not your ku ku bird” *rolled eye* Saturday… We didn’t go out till in the evening on Saturday. Bb was delighted to be out of the house. He preferred to walk at all time. Phew! I was so relief, no need to carry an 11kg all around in the shopping mall. We decided to have Johnny’s steamboat in one U. As usual, he did not eat much the entire day. I cooked some Barley water for bb since he was having some runny nose. He finished the whole mug of them plus one whole bowl of egg. maze and bee hun during the dinner. After some food, he roamed around the restaurant with Sri while hubby and I enjoyed our peaceful dinner together. Hubby will only eat many greens when we have steamboat, other times he is very much a meat eater

I have been slack in updating bb’s development and visiting your blog. I filled my nighttime doing beads jewelry that people order from me. Thus, less time to blog but still have sufficient time to spend with bb. The other day, he came over and passed me a tiny little string of bullet from stapler he found in his toy bag. Luckily, he did not put it in his mouth. He wanted pretty much to do things on his own. He would open the gate with a remote control; hold on to it until the car enters the garage before closing it. “Kak don’t touch, mommy don’t touch, papa don’t touch, bb close”. He likes to lock himself up in the room and in the car, it is quite dangerous but he obeys me if I ask him to unlock the door. Phew! I used to have cold sweat when he do that but not anymore. He also likes to help himself with Vitagen in the fridge, leaving the other half with straw in it. *shake head* We brought him for swimming again, he enjoyed himself so much that he didn’t mind having wrinkle on his ha

Bb likes to look at his photo book lately. “Mommy, Photo” , bb asked while pointing to one of the white drawer in the bedroom. He would flip through the entire album, pointing and naming people. After naming all people in the photograph, you would hear him say… “Oh..mommy tummy pain pain” , bb pointing at my last week of pregnancy photograph. Hah! His sex education starts here. I showed him the big tummy photo and tell him "BB inside mommy’s tummy . Next, mommy tummy pain pain (photo lying down in the hospital bed suffering) , Oh..Bb comes out, mommy carry bb at my arms and kiss kiss bb, then mommy tummy flat flat” I acted out the scene to show him where he came from. He stared at my acting and have gentle smile as if he understood what I said. He asks to see those photos almost everyday since last week. That’s not too bad eh? He knows I suffered delivering him and hope he will love me MORE. :)

I think bb’s gums have been extremely itchy nowadays. He bites his security blanket and his little clown friend. Look at this “geli” clown. Bb called this clown “BB”. He bites and wet the clown at its nose; then chuck it away following the remarks “yuck”. Sri has been washing it every now and then so that clown remains clean for him to bite. He was a good boy this morning. Smile to me while weaving goodbye without crying. I enjoy moments like this, pleasantly peaceful. I am going to send these two letters for the “Aircool” contest in My FM hoping to get some cash. Hah! Hope they do call me. “Fingers crossed”. I have made some beaded rings and sold some to my colleagues. Yay! Such nice feeling enjoyed them. If you are interested, let me know . I will show you how to take measurement and make you one too. It’s handmade from 100% Swarovsky Crystal .

Whoa, I had been mia for many days. Mil admitted to hospital last week for urination infection; couple with her diabetic, it was quite serious. Her body did not absorb water and hence, she got very severe dehydration. According to doc, she could have collapse any minute. I am glad that she went to hospital on time and now she is feeling better despite her rashes at her lower body and feeling itchy here and there occasionally. Daddy called me home and I spend my 2 days as SAHM with bb. As you know, bb was recovering from his fever. As usual, stick to me like glue and was moody and very cranky. I felt so tired and restless as he fussed at night, cannot seem to rest well. I actually lost weight during that sleepless period. I am feeling much better toady therefore; you could hear me utter some words in my blog. My hands were tight as I was helping an ex-colleague designing her wedding card. It’s been so long since I last do such things, something simple and elegant for her and hub

This morning my neighbour’s maid came over to pass us a CD with photos taken on Sunday. Look at how adorable these little people, bb and the beautiful triplet. Dear neighbour, if you happened to see your daughters photos in my blog, I hope you don't mind. I really adore them so much... they are so beautiful.

Weekend was a busy one. I went out on Saturday to attend a short course and only come back by 8pm. luckily hubby was there to take care of bb and by the time I reached home, dinner was ready for me too. He went out to pack some fried rice with Chinese sausage. Yummylicious! Bb was a little warm on Sunday night. I thought he was having fever. Checked him using the thermometer, no fever was detected. He slept and the next morning temperature was reading fine except his body was warmer than normal. I asked Sri to bring fever medicine along to mil’s house. By noon, he had slight fever. “Medicine”- this word upset him, it was such a pain feeding him. He tumbled with scream and cries; bite his teeth, spit out the fever syrup. Syrup spilled all around his mouth, down to the neck and stained his shirt. Oh poor boy, I think he is teething again. I saw him biting his security blanket very frequently. I fed him a little of pearl powder with water last night. It is belief to bring body heat down.

It is hard to say good-bye to bb nowadays, he has so much of awareness that he does not want to let me go every morning. Yesterday, he was so very upset, hung on to my leg and cried so badly. I was as usual late for work and not in any good mood to entertain but this time I shouted at him. Oh God, what have I done? His expression changed drastically, he reached out his hand for me while tears were rolling down fast to his cheek, mucus flowing out from his nose. What a poor boy who has a Big BAD mommy. Sometimes I wish I could be a 24x7 mom. Ohm…It must be hard for him to see me go and have to wave bye bye to me after all that crying. I am so sorry darling. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4pm, I was in the Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara to collect my MyKad. It is ready finally. I went straight to counter eight upon reaching the crowd free department, what a contrast from few months back. Civil

Got this template from Jefferene , hope you don’t mind. This is my 2nd time doing it. I think I would also like to make it a point to update on bb’s development. BB is 2 years, 4 months, 0 week & 4 days old. Physical growth Weight: 11kg Height: not sure Physical development He is very lazy to walk now. Ask to carry all the time and quoted “Bb tired, mommy not tired, mommy carry”. Improved motor skills can kick football with daddy and kids older than him, he could throw ball using one hand too. Developed more muscle now especially in his upper arms. Love to jump and bounce high up with the help of us. Love to spins his body until he gets dizzy. The other day, he got over excited, hit his head over a glass tabletop while spinning, cried non-stop. Still does not like to put his feet on the bicycle paddle. Eating habit He drinks 4 – 5 bottles of milk per day (200ml each), 2 or 3 solid meals in between. He only eats a lot if the food is nice, mainly inclusive of pasta, porridge, rice, M

The other day a neighbour whom bb called grand auntie stopped by to have a chit chat with mil. Beside her was her granddaughter. When bb saw the little girl approaching, he was so excited and started jumping high up, he pointed to his used to be walker now bicycle and hurried it out to the garden where the little girl was. I think he was trying to impress the little girl. He used to bring out his motorbike and start showing kids that come by with his skills on operating the forward, reverse, riding, turning of the bike. I was a little surprise seeing how such young boy understood the concept of “IMPRESS”. Mil asked him to call grand auntie and che che (big sis), he shy away only to demonstrate his skill handling the bicycle. Later when Sri picked up a piece of flower to toss it high up letting it hover down forming a nice twirling image. He mimicked Sri while eyeing the girl with the edge of his right eye. Boy, this makes me wonder if it is healthy to impress girl at such a tender age

I was a crazy mama, Can you believe it I was in Lee Hom’s mini concert in Sunway Lagoon? It’s not because I am a super fans of Lee Hom but a super fans of FREE stuff... My boss gave away free tickets with escort via VIP entrance to the concert. It was not a very good night; rain started pouring cats and dogs since 6pm in PJ. I was worried about bb as he was very cranky the entire day due to lack of sleep. We traveled back to Port Klang to visit my parents and had “Ba Kut Teh”. A man who approached us to sell lottery ticket has scared bb. The man was very persistence even after we said NOT to buy; he went on to approach my maid and son instead and made bb cried so loud. BB was very upset and scared, I have never seen him so scared of a stranger before since he is always very friendly to people. He clangs on to me since then, I had to carry him during our shopping in Tesco Klang. I was thinking not to go to that concert but if I do that, my colleague is gonna kill me. Therefore, I had to

I brought home HL low fat milk. BB wanted to drink; he loves this fresh milk very much. He asks Sri to get his cup and tear the seal. This is his routine motor skills exercise. He then pours the milk into his blue cup slowly and steadily. After a while, I heard sound of something fell off from the kitchen, went to check, milk spilling on floor and table. Never mind, I did not scold him but told him to be more careful next time. 2 minutes later, “ping pong” cup and milk on the floor again, spitting milk out from his mouth some more. Argh! That’s it, he did it on purpose. I smacked his palm hard. He stared at me half-guilty, half-cheeky. Me: BB, good boy don’t do this, say sorry… BB: Sorry kakak Me: Say sorry mommy… BB: Papa Me: Say sorry mommy… BB: Papa Me: “B” (raising my voice), stop it, say sorry mommy BB: Sorry mommy Me: Say I won’t do it again BB: I won do it rgain. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Before my Yoga class started last evening, I was hungry. Don’t know what heck went wrong with me nowadays, I feel hungry all the time. So I went to a near by food cafeteria thinking to grab a bun. I ordered to takeaway a walnut and raisin bun, it cost $2.10. The waiter packed the bread in a paper bag. I pinch a wee bit to put it in my mouth while waiting to sign my bill. The bill stated “Donut - $1.40”. I saw and signed it without making any noise and left. Oh God! What have I done? I don’t usually behave like this but I was in a bad mood. *Excuses* Have you been in a similar situation before? Do you just walk away or tell her she has made a mistake?

Saturday We were at Ikea; I wanted to get a table lamp to work on my beading at night when bb sleeps. I let him play at a small children area in front of the customer service desk. He made friends with some kids there while me sitting at the long bench waiting for hub to finish his mail checking at the Starbucks. Our internet connection has been down for almost 2 weeks. He was very super pissed with the promising statement from TM net. “We will look into the matter” was what he gets for 2 weeks. I could hear him screwing them loud over the phone. Hubby can be very nasty at times. Again, who will not under this circumstance? After half and hour wait, we walked over to see hub and bb pointed at a stall selling balloons in front of Starbucks. What lovely twisted balloon they have, so colorful! There are flowers, pink panther, giraffe, poodle, and many more. Bb wanted the pink panther with flower but it cost $4, a little pricy. “Why not we buy a packet home and we do it ourselves?” He nodd

As I lay flat on my Yoga mat, images of beggars on a damp street of the Friday Pasar malam flashing in my mind. A mother with a one-year-old child on her lap, he was drinking milk while another toddler sitting right beside her. She was digging her foot the time I saw her. Further up, there is another dark and skinny old man lying on a thin layer of cardboard. He put his palm together to form the prayer sign to passerby for sympathy. Beside him, it was packets of drink given by kind soul. I was going to give each of them a dollar. A gentle voice whispered to me. By the time I came back from all shopping, I left a 50 ringgit note and a one ringgit note. As I was nearer to the old man, I told bb to pass the money to the old man. He did, dropping the one ringgit in his plastic container. The old man shakes his hand hard to thank us. I feel so bad for the man. But then on a second thought, could he be a drug addict waiting for his fix? The mother again, I was not willing to give awa

Like any other children, 6pm is a heavenly time for Bb. He will drag his grandma to the near by park to let him move his butt and little feet for soccer ball kicking. He has build relationship with people around the park. For instance, there is this magician from Iraq exercising in the park. Occasionally bb would mimic his move and he would come smiling with “Hi, How are you?” Many grandparents bring children there to quench their playfulness with colorful kid’s gym equipments while elderly stretching their arms and feet of the day with an eye on their little one. I was with him yesterday for the first time. He put on his socks, shoes and sleeveless top with no. 36 printed on it. Yes, go 36! Mommy is here to watch you play. He showed me his power 36 and I cheered while recording his never to miss clips. Mil told me that sometimes he would buy ice cream for bb after the sweaty run in the park and not forgetting to grab a 4D ticket nearby as well. Her car number plate came out second pr

During dinner, mil was relating to me how bb has awareness of his little birdy bird and knows when it wakes up or sleeps. Below is a conversation happened between Po Po, BB and Kakak. Po Po : Do you want to pee? Kakak: Let kakak see… BB: Still sleeping, don’t disturb. (Referring to his penis not being erected) He Fans his palm outward to chase maid away- I didn’t know he can say “don’t disturb” haha... If he wants to pee, he will say BB: up oredy, pee pee....(run fanatically towards the toilet). Saturday, we stayed home the entire day. Sleep, eat and play together. Picture shown bb with his new underwear, wore it for a while only; seriously watching I think the Classic Mickey mouse show; Doodling using the art set I bought back then when he was not in this world yet. It's quite a good bargain for $10. It has two sets of crayon, color ink pen, color pencil, watercolor, a ruler, glue, a sharpener and brush. He was making good use of it by drawing on the art book and on his table.

人类如鸟，有双翼，一翼是男，一翼是女。除非两翼健壮并以共同的力量来推动它，否则，这只鸟不能飞向天空。 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 夫妻两过日子要像一双筷子。一是谁也离不开谁；二是什么酸甜苦辣都能在一起尝。这种筷子只能是经久耐磨的象牙筷，而不是一次性方便筷。 ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ 令人不能自拔的，除了牙齿还有爱情。 Saw this in the email, thought it's quite meaningful and I need to remind myself of that.

Dark hue befriended me this entire week. I was not “In the mood for work”. Everything around me seemed so quiet and static but not the noise in my head. I planned to runaway- escaping the pollution to treat my spirit to a little spa. (During off hour) Hah! I put on my headphones with (林宇中- 靠岸) playing. I am “In the mood of beading”, it has been a while since I last beaded. It is amazing to see lil meaningless beads evolving into something beautiful and useful. I am attempting for more exciting pieces soon. I think those rings look cute. What do you think? It is okay if you think otherwise as the saying goes beauty lies in the eye of the beholder.

Gong Gong: Grandpa Po Po : Grandma Bb nasty commented on things around him again. Saw grandpa in the car and pointed to his shirt, which has some paint marks. Bb: Gong Gong shirt dirty, bb shirt clean clean. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Showing his love for the maid (kakak) Bb: Po Po , carry… Po Po : Why? Po Po tired, kakak carry... Bb: No! Kakak tired, Po Po not tired. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In the car before going to the park bb told Po Po Bb: Wait, don’t go! Wait for kakak. Sun has set and park is getting darker, grandma wants him to leave. He refused and said. Bb: Kakak, lights there (pointed to the streetlights), ong light. Po Po : cannot find the switch here, let us go home and on light. Kekeke…cheeky boy kena conned. ------------------------------------------------------------------------

When we reached home from dinner last night, bb and I raised our eyebrows and looked at each other curiously. What is that? *No sight of daddy, it was his soccer day out last night* There is a creative pack and flowers on top of a moon lamp. (Auntie Cheryl, thanks for the lamp, I finally use it after my old lamp spoilt) It was a belated V-day present from hubby. Ha-ha! I did not exp ect him to get me anything. I gave him a doggie coin bank to keep his daily coins as a V-day gift. He needs one. Nevertheless, I was delighted that he returned me with a nice thought gift too. Now I know why he asked me over the phone earlier in the day that whether I use facial tissue and who bought the Royal blue toilet paper. He-he, cheeky hubby, hey the wrapper looks familiar? It is my wrapper, isn’t it? left: my doggie coin bank for him/ right: His doggie toilet roll holder for me to wipe my face daily. :) Btw, the flower is supposed to be for prayers today. He is funny. Book sale Hubby and me bough

SATURDAY It was a fun day for bb as it's been a while since we brought him to Kidzsport and gym. He was like wild goose running loose in the fun land. He shooed other kids away who was blocking his way at the big steep slide. He Jumped up and down in the pool of color balls; and he threw balls out of them too. Luckily they were no sign of “NO BALLS TROWING”. 1. bb took his first slide with papa. 2.Eating ice cream with abang behind him... He met his friend “Abang”, our neighbor's youngest son, a fat and cute lil 5 yr old whom the mother sent to drama class to loose weight in Kidzport. Bb was so energetic that I couldn't cope as I was feeling very chilly and flu-e plus the peeling on my face.(Trying on new product recommended by Zara's mama ) My face was all reddish like tomato. We forced him out of the evil land after 3 hours and went for a quick grocery shopping. He was so hungry so I settled him with some nuggets and a Sundae cone from McD. He also gulped down one who

A Post Card for Creative Post Card club, Round 32. It's supposed to due on January before Chinese New Year. My lazy butt just picked up its mood and start creating it last weekend. Its paper cut out of Mommy dog and baby dog cheering for the arrival of the Dog Year. Wow! Wow! Wow!

In my previous post, bb slept snoring away. Check this video out, this one he slept hovering around the car seat. It was one of those hectic CNY visit to friends house. He was extremly tired.

As I was changing and getting ready to send bb to the maid this morning, he laughed pointing to my stomach. “Haaa, mommy, big big tummy” “What? Me? Big tummy?” Ugh….find me a wall, I want to bang my head. My 2 yr old boy was saying I have big tummy. *Sour face*

We finally took a drive down to FGS Dong Zen(佛光山东禅寺) last weekend. It’s situated in Jenjarom, Banting, Klang. We departed PJ around 5pm; it took us an hour before we reached there. There were overflowing of cars and chock-full of people. Never expected so many people in a temple, it’s more like a tourist attraction. There was puddle of rainwater here and there after a short drizzle which make it inconvenient to walk. We have to find a dry spot or stone to land our feet by not dirtying our shoe. It’s a humongous temple. We were greeted by a gigantic Laughing Buddha at the entrance. Paper lanterns that had been filled with well wishes were hung all over the place. Pretty decorated flowers and green garden is everywhere. Apparently it’s the last day of showcasing the CNY festivity, flower cars, dragon, lion dance, wealth God can still be seen here even the CNY is over. Bb was very animated seeing the dragon and lion dance again. He swayed his body to the drum beat. There were so many peop

Like my new hair style? I think bb looks better and alert with shorter hair. Now when we go out, I would gel or clay his hair spiky. Wonder would his hair get harsh when he grows up or not because hub’s hair is very coarse. Every time he goes to his hair dresser, the lady has to sharpen her scissors after cutting his hair. My Astro Boy He likes this space ship thingy. Hubby and I had to blow air to make fan sound out of the space ship and place it on top of Astro boy’s fist. Bb loves to see it spin. Whoa! Spin, Spin, Spin! Destructive Mood Bb had been very destructive lately too. He destructed his train to a big “Crash’. Crash all of them again to the floor. Oh! Poor Thomas and Friends, luckily you are made of plastic… He called them “Thomas or big big eyes”.

Since this is easier to do, I will work on this tag first. I was tagged by Twinsmom . Here you go; I cracked my head for this oldie. 1. Name one of the actors of the old days that you missed the most Donnie Yen Chi Tan - super cool in martial art, handsome too. 2. Name a cartoon of the old days He-men? 3. Name a singer/group of the old days Carpenters- my aunt and uncles love to sing with their guitar while me blurry listening to them, don't even have a clue then. 4. Band of the old days Can I consider my secondary school Brass band? We worked so hard for our competition, we lost because cheering were too loud that the judge could not hear our music. Darn! We weep in public! 5.TV Series of the old days 网中人。 6. Actor/Actress of Old Days Chow Yun Fat 7. Fashion of Old Days that you miss the most Ali Baba pants that you wear to roller skating. 8. Movie of Old Days 恭喜發財 –Kung Hei Fat Choy - I like hilarious Alan Tam the wealth God; his songs and of coz "xiao ping ping -the little

Bb and I were playing rough last night after dinner. He got so mischievous and grasped my hair real hard. Ouch! He had a string of my hair on his tinny fist. I was angry(pretended),“B, stop snatching mommy’s hair” I blasted. As usual, he ignored and continued the pulling. Guess what I did? I grasped a handful of his hair behind him and pulled as hard as I could. “Painful?” I asked him. He gave me a shy grin. He refused to give up; I again grasped his hair full of wicked expression; of coz with hard core pulling but without his hair landing on my big fist. Finally he gave up, guess he must have felt the pain. Hooray! I won!

We left home at 7:30pm for dinner at Bangsar. We only reached the restaurant at 8:30pm. It was so jammed last night; I bet it’s because everyone was rushing to town to meet their sweet Valentine. Upon reaching the restaurant we were greeted by beautiful decorated rose petals and candle lights. Its Cava restaurant and bar, serve Spanish cuisine, special wines and cocktails. Only 3 tables were occupied at that time. We then ordered entrée of half a dozen escargots with butter and herbs; I went for baked cod fish, and hubby a lamb shank. Coupled with beer, I know, how inappropriate to have beer in that environment. Anyway, the food came in a short while when we chit chatted away happily. Other Valentines slowly arrived and filled up the entire restaurant. The placements of tables were a little too close to each other therefore I was a bit coy to snap photos of my food. We waited for a least half and hour before our main course was served. I was running out of patience, hubby jokingly sai

It has been very different on Valentine’s Day for all parents with kids I think. At least it’s to me. No more fragrant roses and expensive gift. But sweet smell of kidos with lots of love. I am looking forward to a simple Valentine dinner with hubby tonight. Happy Valentine’s Day! With lots of hugs and kisses! I made that 3D string of heart shapes for hubby.

The other night while I was reading newspaper, bb tried imitating me. He took the newspaper on the dinning table and started pretending to read and describe ‘em. Then he saw this pic of a soccer player… “Ball it” “huh?” Bb what are you saying? He pointed at the picture and said “ball it”. Then the maid told me he meant “eat ball”, he was trying to say the soccer player eating the ball. Haha, bb the soccer player is “kissing the ball” not “eating the ball”. Okay? *bb laugh*

I have recently watched a movie called “Brokeback Mountain” by Ang Lee. I watched alone at night while bb was asleep and hubby went out playing cards with his pal. It was a slow movie. I turned on the subtitle in English so that I could get the message clearly as I don’t quite get those words if they speak with slang or too fast. It’s a tale of two cowboys who fell in love with each other back in 1963 when the term “gay” was never heard before. There are lots of sexual scenes, kissing and hugging between the two men. Not sure how other men would take it but my hubby fast forwarded those scenes. He said “Yuck” while watching alone on a separate occasion. I enjoyed every scene and was deeply saddened by their sorrow and emotional suffering. I asked myself what I would do if it happens to me. How you would take it or react if one day you secretly found out that your beloved son or daughter’s lover happen to be the same sex? Is it gonna be yes, no or? "If you can't fix it you'

Bb was so excited and overjoyed when I brought him to attend Birthday party's of Kai Xiang in Gymboree . For the first time he met Gymbo the clown, he was so amazed that the clown came alive, refuse to approach the big size clown in the beginning. But later got use to the friendly Gymbo and sat beside her for some song singing and gesturing. He ran non stop later while all adults were having refreshment. He loved those balloons so much; he would get hold of two on each hand and released them within 30 sec to the ceiling. He would ask anyone around him to get him the balloon again. These went on for more than 20 times, can you believe it? I then tied 2 balloons around his waist and wherever he goes the balloon followed. He loved it, and I was free to feast upon those delicious snacks. Phew! Birthday boy… Bb singing with Gymbo the clown

Gong Xi Fa Cai! I have been lazy for posting. The long holidays officially end today for me. I am back to work sitting in front of a pc telling you my story. Chinese New Year's Eve... What was he looking at? He was observing his daddy and uncle performed some prayer's ritual to ancestor. Bb kicked ball with daddy while waiting for reunion dinner. First day of Chinese New Year... Bb wishing Daddy Gong Xi Gong Xi... received ang pow and hugged daddy. Bb learnt the Chinese way of saying Gong Xi by putting 2 hands together and slightly shake them, in this case, he shake so hard...haha... (Be der...Uncle in Hainanese) gave ang pow to bb. Each time he received ang pow, he will say "thank you" and immediately passed it over to me. Ang pows from auntie pat in Melbourne, grandpa and grandma, daddy and mommy. Candy from grandpa's friend. Second day of Chinese New Year at Sister's house in Klang... Bb and cousin both looked so shy. This little boy is my nephew. Bb