Allyfeel

When faced by difficulties, the mind of a person's involved usually are like being cloud by thick fog. During this time, I think friends with clear and wise head are good companion. A self motivated and positive attitude is a great help too. A "Never say die" state of mind can turn darkness to brightness sometimes.

I saw a bag in Esprit store last Saturday, it's huge and white in color. Thought of getting it. Do I really need it with many other bags hanging behind me? I used to ask myself this question. Would I die if I don't have this? Hah! It works sometimes to stop me from desiring things. Things that I might not need. It's very true that a lot of suffering is caused by endless desire.

Sometimes when I hear people of my age already climbed very high in their career path and earning 5 figure, I would ponder about how come people is able to make it and I can't. I used to think and was unhappy about it. But after getting married with kids, I think differently. I have a different priority in life and by thinking all these won't help. I need to be a happy person in oder to enjoy life to the fullest. Now, I tend to tell myself. It's okay, your time will come. It's like the Chinese saying, when the ship reaches the shore, it will straighthen on its own. Being ordinary is also a form of blessing.