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Bb likes to look at his photo book lately. “Mommy, Photo” , bb asked while pointing to one of the white drawer in the bedroom. He would flip through the entire album, pointing and naming people. After naming all people in the photograph, you would hear him say… “Oh..mommy tummy pain pain” , bb pointing at my last week of pregnancy photograph. Hah! His sex education starts here. I showed him the big tummy photo and tell him "BB inside mommy’s tummy . Next, mommy tummy pain pain (photo lying down in the hospital bed suffering) , Oh..Bb comes out, mommy carry bb at my arms and kiss kiss bb, then mommy tummy flat flat” I acted out the scene to show him where he came from. He stared at my acting and have gentle smile as if he understood what I said. He asks to see those photos almost everyday since last week. That’s not too bad eh? He knows I suffered delivering him and hope he will love me MORE. :)

I think bb’s gums have been extremely itchy nowadays. He bites his security blanket and his little clown friend. Look at this “geli” clown. Bb called this clown “BB”. He bites and wet the clown at its nose; then chuck it away following the remarks “yuck”. Sri has been washing it every now and then so that clown remains clean for him to bite. He was a good boy this morning. Smile to me while weaving goodbye without crying. I enjoy moments like this, pleasantly peaceful. I am going to send these two letters for the “Aircool” contest in My FM hoping to get some cash. Hah! Hope they do call me. “Fingers crossed”. I have made some beaded rings and sold some to my colleagues. Yay! Such nice feeling enjoyed them. If you are interested, let me know . I will show you how to take measurement and make you one too. It’s handmade from 100% Swarovsky Crystal .

Whoa, I had been mia for many days. Mil admitted to hospital last week for urination infection; couple with her diabetic, it was quite serious. Her body did not absorb water and hence, she got very severe dehydration. According to doc, she could have collapse any minute. I am glad that she went to hospital on time and now she is feeling better despite her rashes at her lower body and feeling itchy here and there occasionally. Daddy called me home and I spend my 2 days as SAHM with bb. As you know, bb was recovering from his fever. As usual, stick to me like glue and was moody and very cranky. I felt so tired and restless as he fussed at night, cannot seem to rest well. I actually lost weight during that sleepless period. I am feeling much better toady therefore; you could hear me utter some words in my blog. My hands were tight as I was helping an ex-colleague designing her wedding card. It’s been so long since I last do such things, something simple and elegant for her and hub

This morning my neighbour’s maid came over to pass us a CD with photos taken on Sunday. Look at how adorable these little people, bb and the beautiful triplet. Dear neighbour, if you happened to see your daughters photos in my blog, I hope you don't mind. I really adore them so much... they are so beautiful.

Weekend was a busy one. I went out on Saturday to attend a short course and only come back by 8pm. luckily hubby was there to take care of bb and by the time I reached home, dinner was ready for me too. He went out to pack some fried rice with Chinese sausage. Yummylicious! Bb was a little warm on Sunday night. I thought he was having fever. Checked him using the thermometer, no fever was detected. He slept and the next morning temperature was reading fine except his body was warmer than normal. I asked Sri to bring fever medicine along to mil’s house. By noon, he had slight fever. “Medicine”- this word upset him, it was such a pain feeding him. He tumbled with scream and cries; bite his teeth, spit out the fever syrup. Syrup spilled all around his mouth, down to the neck and stained his shirt. Oh poor boy, I think he is teething again. I saw him biting his security blanket very frequently. I fed him a little of pearl powder with water last night. It is belief to bring body heat down.

It is hard to say good-bye to bb nowadays, he has so much of awareness that he does not want to let me go every morning. Yesterday, he was so very upset, hung on to my leg and cried so badly. I was as usual late for work and not in any good mood to entertain but this time I shouted at him. Oh God, what have I done? His expression changed drastically, he reached out his hand for me while tears were rolling down fast to his cheek, mucus flowing out from his nose. What a poor boy who has a Big BAD mommy. Sometimes I wish I could be a 24x7 mom. Ohm…It must be hard for him to see me go and have to wave bye bye to me after all that crying. I am so sorry darling. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4pm, I was in the Jabatan Pendaftaran Negara to collect my MyKad. It is ready finally. I went straight to counter eight upon reaching the crowd free department, what a contrast from few months back. Civil

Got this template from Jefferene , hope you don’t mind. This is my 2nd time doing it. I think I would also like to make it a point to update on bb’s development. BB is 2 years, 4 months, 0 week & 4 days old. Physical growth Weight: 11kg Height: not sure Physical development He is very lazy to walk now. Ask to carry all the time and quoted “Bb tired, mommy not tired, mommy carry”. Improved motor skills can kick football with daddy and kids older than him, he could throw ball using one hand too. Developed more muscle now especially in his upper arms. Love to jump and bounce high up with the help of us. Love to spins his body until he gets dizzy. The other day, he got over excited, hit his head over a glass tabletop while spinning, cried non-stop. Still does not like to put his feet on the bicycle paddle. Eating habit He drinks 4 – 5 bottles of milk per day (200ml each), 2 or 3 solid meals in between. He only eats a lot if the food is nice, mainly inclusive of pasta, porridge, rice, M

The other day a neighbour whom bb called grand auntie stopped by to have a chit chat with mil. Beside her was her granddaughter. When bb saw the little girl approaching, he was so excited and started jumping high up, he pointed to his used to be walker now bicycle and hurried it out to the garden where the little girl was. I think he was trying to impress the little girl. He used to bring out his motorbike and start showing kids that come by with his skills on operating the forward, reverse, riding, turning of the bike. I was a little surprise seeing how such young boy understood the concept of “IMPRESS”. Mil asked him to call grand auntie and che che (big sis), he shy away only to demonstrate his skill handling the bicycle. Later when Sri picked up a piece of flower to toss it high up letting it hover down forming a nice twirling image. He mimicked Sri while eyeing the girl with the edge of his right eye. Boy, this makes me wonder if it is healthy to impress girl at such a tender age