Allyfeel

This post is inspired by Zara’s strength. A few months back, we brought bb to Jusco for some shopping; he saw a box pop ’n build blocks from fisher Price that his daddy bought him earlier. Not sure why he was so attracted to it when he already had one at home which he hardly play. Puzzled! I told him “bb, you’ve got one home already, leave it”. Obviously he didn’t listen to me, I left him alone to see what he did. He lifted up the entire box which was almost his height then. He brought it to the cashier for his daddy to pay. Me and my maid was giggling non stop over his action.

I have been busy at home taking care of the little monkey. He has been very active lately. He used to go to bed around 9:30pm but not anymore. He would jump high and low, one moment throwing his doggie underneath our bed, other times digging the parquet flooring for the broken pieces. Jumping on our bed is another joyous moment. Once, he took one of my lipstick and there he put on some color to his own lips, I stopped him on time but a little too late to save my earth tone lipstick as he has broken them into two. He also dipped my eye-brow brush in the broken lipstick. *Shake Head* I must be extra careful; he stuffed his mouth a pack of silicon gel from a drawing kit last night. There I was reluctantly cleaning up ruins left by the restless little one. I am dog-tired! But again energized after a good night sleep and waking up to a little charming angel. Ar.....Life! bb went under the bed to recover his doggie and refuse to come out.

I was tagged by Zara's Mama and Mom2Ashley... The Rules: Remove the blog in the top spot from the following list and bump everyone up one place. Then add your blog to the bottom spot. 1. Between Lambs & Mutton 2. The Life of An Independent Babe 3. My All 4. All About Zara / Mom2ashley 5. Allyfeel Then you select five people to pass the love on to. Here's my selection: 1. Krazieangel 2. Metria 3. Mumsgather 4. Essence of Love 5. Who is baby Here you go, you might get to know more about me...:) 1 . What were you doing ten years ago? 1995… It was my first job in a college. After graduating in the college, my dean of studies took me in as an art lecturer in charging of some subjects. I stayed for the entire year working real hard and saving real hard before further my studies in Melbourne. 2. What were you doing 1 year ago? I was recuperating from my tiring sleepless night taking care of bb. Enrolled myself to a yoga and bead classes to gain new skills and enjoyed a stress free

Not sure why nowadays I always go into dreaming or off mode when I drive. It’s scary I know but I went thinking about things and words just appear in my head. It’s like having a conversation with myself. Sometimes I even think of angry words to say to a person I don’t like. But those words were rehearsed in my mind, never been released a word out of my mouth. At times it seems very noisy in my head; therefore I need to tell it to somebody. I have started putting things that I can’t tell you in my new diary. That way, when I am stress I will feel better, it’s like having a conversation with GOD. Very serene! I am not feeling very good today. Just want to put off those noises. Well this is a different incident altogether, just to divert my attention from those unhappy thoughts. Let’s talk about what happened to me on the 31st of Dec, 2005. I drove hubby’s car out to grab some “tau fu fa” after lunch then I went on to a nearby neighborhood to rent a TVB series as there’s a long holiday an

Just to capture some development of bb. Lately, bb has developed a habit to poo at night before he sleeps. When he wants to poo he will shy away from all of us. He will go to a corner and suddenly we won’t hear a thing from him, silence. “Where is bb?” I will tease him. Usually he will gesture us to go away and refuse to leave his corner or cave until his business is done. Me: “Yee….smelly bb, come mommy wash wash” Bb: “No…” gesture me to go away Me: “Why? It’s so smelly, come go to the toilet, mommy wash” Bb: “Not yet…” shake his head hard. Me: “ok, ok, when u r done, tell mommy okay?” Bb: "okay" I continue closing my eyes resting on bed while bb roaming around that small corner in our bedroom quietly. Last night, after washing, cleaning and changing, it’s time to sleep. Bb came very close to me, very caringly put her sweet mouth on my nose and kissed gently. He repeated it two times and smiled before going back to sleep beside me. So sweet, my heart melt, I sang to him and

2005 was a very different year for me in terms of my career. Well, perhaps career is not the word, just a job now. A job from 9am to 5pm, no over time, pay reasonably. The best thing is there wasn’t any pressure or thought of work after work or weekend. Therefore, I could spend more time with bb and family. Even though it was a very easy and steady year but I am still not very satisfied with it. Lately I have started to think again and ask myself, “What would you want to be?” There is an answer deep down inside trying to reach out to me. I think I am listening, listening to it very carefully. I hope it could be materialize in 2006. Bb has been cheekier than ever but he is easier to handle than before. I am feeling more relax now than before. Used to fear having another baby but may be this is a good year to conceive. Just received a piece of good news from Hazel, she is pregnant with the second one. Congratulations Hazel! Hmm…now I have the itch in me to have the second one but it depe

A day after visiting the Zoo bb fell sick, not because of the zoo, I hope not. When he came back from Mil’s house, he was perfectly okay except he slept extraordinary early at 9pm. I thought may be bb is tired and wanted to rest early. I then went down to watch some show, after a disc, I headed back to the room and checked on him. OMG! He was like a pot of hot kettle. I grabbed a thermometer to check, it showed 38.4 degree, freaked out, I called hubby to help out with medicine while I sponged him. His face was rosy red, eyes still closed. As usual refused medicine, cry out loud but settled with a bottle of water and as active, played with the thermometer. He then purged watery stool. I monitored him the entire night just to make sure he was okay as he has history of fever as high as 40 degree and was admitted to hospital for 3 days in 2004. I was worried sick. I took a day of on Wednesday to send him to the pediatrician, just to make sure he was free of any ulcers or infections. He w